11 The Lovely Crisis: Anger is My Drug

My new favorite fix, the most intoxicating chemical I now binge on is Anger. The searing white hot rush of aggressive Fight that courses through my veins is how I get fucked up lately. It is like the flame that I have bathed in throughout my life is now internalized. No longer do I seek a fire to char my flesh as a means of creating energy or wake me up. I now have swallowed the rage and created the spark that ignites the dry tinder of resentment that fuels the funeral pyre of my soul. A breath can either fan the flames toward inferno or pour a bucket of water, drenching the whispers of heat.