30 The Lovely Crisis: Hesitation Blues

The brief moment I take before any thought, feeling, or action gives me a moment to infuse into my being a power and wisdom that is not my own. By breaking my own momentum toward impulse, I can allow intuition, inspiration, and clarity into my being. At times a trickle of truth drips down my center to snuff out the embers of rage. Those same drops of life nourish the seed to sprout the leaves and stem of a green shoot yearning toward the light, warming and encouraging its full intention. Other times a waterfall of transcendent reality washes through my core, bathing my spirit with a cool rush of clean energy that transforms me into a majestic oak with deep roots and full boughs of life.